this is me

15^th Dec 2009

Tuesday // 11pm // 2 years ago

well.

macyface:

open mic = fail.
just like the rest of my day.

literally 5 or 6 people were there.
half of them left after my 3rd song. (thanks, drunken idiots.) 
i played at 10 instead of 9. (thanks, mom.)
i sucked at guitar. SO BADLY.

i’ve now learned that i cannot stand and play.
standing and singing is no big deal!
but, i cannot stand i play. i can’t find the strings!
so, tomorrow and thursday will be 2938 times better.

i should have met bess and seen dana tonight.

so. so. so. disappointed.

 :( i’m sorry love. but you learn and get stronger from nights like these.